This is my first entry for my soon to be gradual change into womanhood. For years growing up, I always knew there was something different about me, but I never knew what it was. I never felt out of place, or alone, for I had many good friends. It did however feel fake at times, like I was living a fantasy. Be as it may I tried to be the best I could be to everyone around me, ignoring my own needs at times. My time in high school showed me what you could accomplish if you stuck with what you believe in and now I am going to follow that path.
It has not been until the past few months that things have really begun to change. I have the best girlfriend anyone could ask for; she is smart, sexy, and the most caring and understanding person I have ever met. She is the one who taught me to start thinking of my own feelings and not just those around me. It was during these past few months that she also helped me to understand fully what some of these feelings I was having meant, which in turn started to put together answers to why I felt different or odd growing up. I will be gradually writing about all of my physical, mental, and emotional changes once I start on hormone theropy or HRT.
